April 12 2005
My life is in shambles
What I am here for, very hard to achieve!
I know that God has not forgotten me
But I moved away
Why didn’t you draw me back???
Am so far gone, can’t find my way home
I need the light
I need His help
I need someone to rebuke me
Not someone to condemn me
I need correction in love
Not correction in spite
I need an understanding ear
A wise mouth
I need………………………..
Don’t even know what I need any longer
I need love!!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Not to be mis-understood.................this was in the past! One of my best write-ups............I think!!!
April 6 2005
PAIN………
The greatest friend I have ever known
The longest friend acquainted to me
The only friend……….
That never disappoints me
Always there when I need her
Even when I don’t
Pops in and out of my life
Expected and unexpected times
When I need someone to run to……..
Pain is always there
When I need to run away from people all together
Pain is everly there
Never leaves me waiting
Keeps me company all the time
The one friend I can rely on
Even when things get all screwed up
Pain…………
The only friend to see my true tears
Pains……….
The only friend to see me truly sad
Pain…………
The only friend that listens to my heart
Pain…………
I have grown to like pain, love pain, sleep with pain, wake up and pain is right there beside me on the bed, eat with pain, bathe with pan, gone shopping with pain, danced with pain even in the rain.
Now ya’ll want me to let go?
HELL NO!!!!
How do you expect me to leave?
My one and only true friend of 27 years?
Where do I start from?
How do I,
Strike up a conversation with another soul?
How do I,
Bear my heart to another?
Ya’ll were not there from the beginning
Pain experienced every bit and piece
Of 27years of my existence
As soon as I was born
Pain stood right there
Next to my mama
As she laid on her hospital bed
Pain caressed my face
Gave me my first kiss even before my ma
A stamp of approval
A sign of ownership over me
And has never let me down all these years
Not once, not ever!!! NEVER!!!
Always there when I needed her
Even when I didn’t,
She was there
How can I forget my one faithful friend?
How do I let go?
After all of these years?
Where do I begin from?
Start all over again?
But with whom?
I have got so much love to give
But I give it all
Hard for me to love another
No matter how I try
I don’t want to betray pain
Because she’s been there all the time
It just wouldn’t be fair to her
Every time I try to get close to another
She gets pretty jealous
And I have to go back to her
Over and over and over again
How I rue the day I looked into her eyes
Because I fell in love with Pain!!!
Now I am with her,
And she’s with me
PAIN IS ME
I AM PAIN
PAIN………
The greatest friend I have ever known
The longest friend acquainted to me
The only friend……….
That never disappoints me
Always there when I need her
Even when I don’t
Pops in and out of my life
Expected and unexpected times
When I need someone to run to……..
Pain is always there
When I need to run away from people all together
Pain is everly there
Never leaves me waiting
Keeps me company all the time
The one friend I can rely on
Even when things get all screwed up
Pain…………
The only friend to see my true tears
Pains……….
The only friend to see me truly sad
Pain…………
The only friend that listens to my heart
Pain…………
I have grown to like pain, love pain, sleep with pain, wake up and pain is right there beside me on the bed, eat with pain, bathe with pan, gone shopping with pain, danced with pain even in the rain.
Now ya’ll want me to let go?
HELL NO!!!!
How do you expect me to leave?
My one and only true friend of 27 years?
Where do I start from?
How do I,
Strike up a conversation with another soul?
How do I,
Bear my heart to another?
Ya’ll were not there from the beginning
Pain experienced every bit and piece
Of 27years of my existence
As soon as I was born
Pain stood right there
Next to my mama
As she laid on her hospital bed
Pain caressed my face
Gave me my first kiss even before my ma
A stamp of approval
A sign of ownership over me
And has never let me down all these years
Not once, not ever!!! NEVER!!!
Always there when I needed her
Even when I didn’t,
She was there
How can I forget my one faithful friend?
How do I let go?
After all of these years?
Where do I begin from?
Start all over again?
But with whom?
I have got so much love to give
But I give it all
Hard for me to love another
No matter how I try
I don’t want to betray pain
Because she’s been there all the time
It just wouldn’t be fair to her
Every time I try to get close to another
She gets pretty jealous
And I have to go back to her
Over and over and over again
How I rue the day I looked into her eyes
Because I fell in love with Pain!!!
Now I am with her,
And she’s with me
PAIN IS ME
I AM PAIN
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